I feel like I want to scream in horror some mornings, this really horrible sensation of ” I can’t wake up! ” really is an annoyance, I miss the days when waking up to being awake was the matter of an hour, not as now when it’s the matter of feeling awake rarely for 20 mins during ONE DAY A FRIKKIN’ WEEK!…
I am sorry, I suppose it’s a side effect of the medications, I do suppose that it is better then having attacks and high blood pressure headaches among other pains I had without the medications aid, although I have at times wondered if it is a general lethargy that comes with age?
The worst days are those when you feel so lethargic that you find yourself sleeping during moments of the day one would assume to be awake, maybe it’s all that exhaustion I didn’t have time to feel as part of the hour long high intensity panic anxiety attacks?
Maybe I need to get some relaxation in form of a massage at one of those health resort kind of things?
I guess I should put down the phone now after I turn of the wp app and get a nap while the rain still falls outside, maybe if I am lucky when they yell that it is lunch I will feel a little bit more awake, until next time…

Hello all

Getting back to the blog again after the crash back in October, so I am reworking it as I now have time and feel I can do it again.
To make it easier for people I have setup the site using oneall plugin so that people can use whatever social login they want from the list to do comment and such, this took sometime to set up as I was not sure about anything, but I am sure it will work and I hope people will find it useful, if not I will obviously purge the data so that no data can be misused should something be messed up.

Anyway I hope to be live and active on the blog at least bi-weekly as part of the streaming I do every week on Twitch.tv, I think there may be enough creative thoughts after streaming to give me stuff to write about and maybe make something interesting of it.

So look forward to more coming so have fun and enjoy