The Life of Wighar Stamfaste

Post Surgery

So yesterday I went in to the local hospital to have my frenulum repair operation, that is the tiny bit of skin between the foreskin and glands, the back story to this is that i woke up one night with painful feeling in my crotch, apparently the skin had placed it self rather badly and the foreskin was pulled when i twisted in my sleep that cracked the frenulum.

I visited the urologist for consultation, the urologist was a man that barely spoke swedish and he hasted alot so there wasnt much information shared, basicly I was told that it was no problem this could be fixed by a surgeon, so I went in yesterday at 07:30, the old urologist apparently had left and thankfully the urologist was swedish toke a look to explain how they were to repair the frenulum, but after he saw my penis he informed me that my foreskin was extremly tight and was suprised it was not mentioned at my earlier visit, best course of action was Circumcision, operation went smoothly no problems at all, and now here I sit with a pain in the crouch that will take a month to solidly heal, I may not have any intercourse for a month, well thats easy I dont have a girlfriend and I am still a virgin so thats no problem really.

Going to the bathroom is different I have no sense of aim now and the numbness is pretty scary to thought, I had a panic attack last night when the preasure gave me pain as I had an erection like men do during night which is pretty natural, I so do hate having panic attacks

Anyway let’s get on to another topic.

2011 the year of SWTOR?

So they say that Star Wars The Old Republic will be release sometime before summer 2011, I am fine with waiting really, I hope they spend the time fixing bugs and compatability issues, I am a bit of the information train myself, I have yet to read anything on how Crafting will be in the game and if there will be a player housing system and how such system is developed if implimented in final release.

So many questions running a cross my mind… Teräs Käsi, Echanii, Adegha…. so many questions, gah nvm, lets move on.

Nihongo desu ka

Yes indeed, Do you speak Japanese?

I myself have some minor knowledge, yet I do not believe I myself could perform any everyday watercooler talk or such, I do have some education materials to read and listen to so I may learn a bit more when I have time to read and listen to them with dedication.

Dedication is a problem at the moment cause I have so much else to do at the moment, though I will in the comming year listen to the education CD’s while playing games, this worked when I listened to audio books earlier which I now still remember most of it.

I’ll end my post here and hope that you the read enjoy reading it.

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Edit 2010-08-13

Fixed some section of the text that could be miss interperted, I’ll take a look thru to fix it at a later date.
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I watch BattleCast Primetime at times so I thought why not blog about it.

The idea to have a game dedicated news show for a complete game series to me is really nice and gives the community a nice bonus, first hand information on new maps, mods and multiplayer competition videos, featuring highlights of the battles, tactics and tips and tricks in the game.

Not many developers and publishers have the power and resources that EA has to do these kind of fan/community developments on their games.

I would love to see such development made for games like the Battlefield seriesand the coming MMO Star Wars: The old Republic, both of them having a huge fan/community base and may be interesting to see.

~My mind travels, I shalt follow~

I am back at the point where i find myself trying to read skill books fighting of mental tiredness and the problematics of focusing as well as motivation, there is no cure to panic attacks and the restlessness and the lack of motivation against the stress damaged mind and endurance.

So I am reading Visual Basic 2008 for Dummies to attempt to learn something not just spend time idling thru the day by mindlessly playing a game or such, and to continue once more with studying Japanese, I am setting goals now in phases so let’s see how far i can push myself.

A thought just came to me, why learn by myself, why not make it a part of the blog maybe, what do people think that reads my blog now and then?, please do leave a comment if you wish to give your view on it.

Right so now I can’t think of anything to write about, this blog post has taken me almost 2 hours woulden’t you believe?